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Night shift again.
I work at Meridian. It's a longevity residence north of Scottsdale. Forty suites. A garden that never browns.
The residents here are old. On paper.
Mr. Aldridge turned ninety-four last week. His heart is fifty-one. His liver is younger than mine. He swims forty laps before breakfast… and I'm the one who gets winded carrying his bags.
That's normal here.
Every spring the residents go in for their Reset. Blood work, a panel, a few quiet weeks. They come back with skin like a rumor. The staff calls it "the bloom."
I don't get the bloom. Aides don't.
A season at Meridian costs more than my house. The Reset on top of that is its own number. I've stopped looking at it.
Here's the thing. I used to think aging was the one fair thing left. The one tax everybody paid.
Not anymore.
My mother died at eighty-one. Two years back. Good run, the doctor said, and he meant it. She raised four kids on a school cook's pay. Her knees went at sixty. Her memory went at seventy-five.
She got eighty-one years. The man in Suite 12 will get a hundred and thirty. Same country. Same air. Different bank.
There's a word for it now. People say "the Long and the Short." You're one or the other. Everybody knows which.
But I'll tell you what's strange.
I don't hate them. Mr. Aldridge remembers my kids' names. He asks about my knee. Last winter he had his CorrectShot — one needle, and the thing in his blood that would've killed his father just… stopped. One dose. Done.
They clear these shots fast now. My daughter read that they don't wait for the long trials anymore. If the fix makes sense on paper, it ships. A "plausible" cure, they call it.
I was happy for him. I was. And I drove home and sat in the driveway for a while.
My daughter's thirty-one. She does the math out loud sometimes. If the price keeps falling, she says, maybe her kids ride the Long lane. Maybe not her. The window's tight.
So she saves. She tests her own age twice a year now — the spit kind, cheap, tells her how each organ's holding up. Her heart's running two years ahead. She's working on it.
I never knew my biological age. I just knew my back.
Anyway.
The new resident asked me my number this morning. My age. I told her fifty-eight. She nodded, kind, and said, "And your real age?"
I didn't have an answer for that.
I miss when the question only had one answer.
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