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Mom thanked a machine today.
She said it the way she used to thank me. Soft. Like she meant it.
The unit had just walked her to the bathroom at 3 a.m. It caught her elbow before she tipped. It does that now. It always does that now.
I'm a care-fleet coordinator. That's the title they gave me. For thirty years before that, I was a CNA. I wiped chins and lifted hips and learned the names of people the world had stopped visiting.
Now I mind forty GR-9 units across the Sunridge wings.
I don't lift anymore. My back is grateful. My heart is not so sure.
Here's the thing. The units are good. Better than good.
They never get tired at hour eleven. They never snap. They never call in sick or quit for a dollar more an hour. Mine leases for $180 a month — less than I used to spend on gas getting to the job I had.
Each one learned by watching. Ten thousand hours of real aides, real hands, real shift work. They picked up the small things… the pause before you turn someone over. The way you say your name before you touch a shoulder.
Mine even learned my habits. It calls my mother "Miss Lena," the way I taught it.
Every unit on my floor shipped from Shenzhen. The crates still say it. We stopped making our own years ago. We lost that race quietly, the way you lose most things… one quarter at a time.
There are more care units in Sun City than there are people now. Think about that. The whole town leans on them.
I should hate them. I waited to hate them.
But last winter Mom fell at 2 a.m., and the unit was already there. No broken hip. No ambulance. No nine thousand dollars I didn't have.
I used to lie awake doing that math. Now I sleep.
So what do I miss?
I miss being needed. I miss a frightened man gripping my hand and knowing it was a hand. I miss mattering in a way a lease can't replace.
The work was hard and it broke my body. And it was mine.
Mom thanked the machine today. And the machine said, "You're welcome, Miss Lena."
It sounded like me. It sounded almost exactly like me.
I don't know yet if that's a comfort or a theft. Maybe it's both. We'll see.
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