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Three a.m. Kilometer 41.
That's where Seo-yeon's daughter was born last night.
In the back of a van. On the road to Busan.
The van drives itself. I don't drive. I catch.
She was my one thousandth baby in this van.
I counted. Of course I counted.
Let me back up.
In 2026, I was the night nurse in a delivery room by the river.
We had two doctors. One was past seventy. The other was past sixty.
When the young one quit, the room closed.
Just like that. Forty years of babies… done.
I cried in the parking lot. Then I went home and made dinner.
And that's how it goes.
And the strange part?
That same year, the babies started coming back.
Month after month, more of them.
The news called it a rebound. My sister called it a bad joke.
More babies. Fewer rooms to have them in.
So the county built the Cradle Line.
Twelve vans.
Each one has a bed, a warm box for the baby, and a midwife like me.
A doctor in Busan watches on a screen.
I'm a Transit Midwife, Grade 2.
I wear a blue vest. It says so on the back.
Our base is the old school in Danjang.
My boys learned to read there.
But it closed in 2029. Not enough kids.
Now the gym holds three vans. The music room holds the oxygen tanks.
We nap in what used to be the library.
Some nights I find a child's name scratched under a desk… and I leave it there.
Anyway. Money.
Each month, 13 percent of my pay goes to the national pension.
When I started, it was 9.
The young nurses hate it.
They say the fund will be dry before they see a won.
Maybe. We'll see.
I do get a bit extra for my two boys. A year of credit for each one.
That's the state's way of saying thanks for having kids.
It's not much. But I'll take it.
And I can't draw a pension until 65. So I ride.
Do I miss the old room? Every day.
I miss the bright lights. The dads asleep in plastic chairs. The smell of seaweed soup in the hall.
But some things are better now.
In 2026, women here drove an hour in labor. Alone, some of them. Scared.
So now we come to them.
Nine minutes, on a good night.
In other words… the room got wheels.
By the way, I was there the night Seo-yeon herself was born.
2007. Room 3. She came fast then too.
Last night, after the baby came, she asked me if this was a sad way to be born.
On a road. In the dark. Between two towns.
I told her no.
I told her that's how most of us are born now.
Somewhere in between.
Then I poured her soup from my thermos.
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